I've never been loved.. well, maybe by my friends, by my family, i may have.. but there love only goes so far. I've never truly been loved. And it hurt me, actually hurt, in the pit of my stomach, all the way down from my neck. y'know, whenever i saw 2 ppl. so happy with each other, so happy for each other, caring for each other, it hurt me. I would become sad, cause i could never imagine it for myself, i can never imagine someone feeling for me the way she feels for him. Then, for a while in the middle, they broke up. Both of them were sad, I was sad, cause when i was in their company they would keep talking about the other, they just couldn't make up.. and for a while, the pain was gone, because i saw how bad it could be.. And it made me sad, and i went out of my way as i have done lotsa times, to get them back together.. and now they are back together.. and today, the pain is back. the pain is back as bad if not worse than ever.
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